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My mind is running wild tonight and there is so much controversy in my thoughts. I am so many different people in my own head
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This is exactly why i’m not going to pretend to be something i’m not… I’m not a hero, or a role model. The truth to this post is that NO ONE IS, we are all human no matter how many fans we might have and what kind of person we portray, whether it be a rockstar or a disney star. This is the reason i air my dirty laundry all over the internet; Justin Bieber is known for his innocence and is idolized by so many young people, of course none of them would ever expect a celebrity like him to smoke marijuana but the truth is, HE HAS and so has most people no matter how famous they are or not. The public becomes blinded with the personas that the media creates out of mere human beings, which is why i refuse to change who i am just because more people are paying attention to my life. If a photo of me drinking accidentally got released, no one would be shocked no one would be let down, they know me for who i am. I hate to break to you but most all of us are like that, we all sin in different ways, and if you ever get to know a “hero” on a personal level they WILL let you down because no one is perfect. I never want to let anyone down, you can know me for how much i fuck up and mess up inside and out so i’m real with you guys. Yeah, people really fucking hate me for it but thats fine because i never wanted to be someone that people look up to because the best way to be in the public eye to me is not to be a false hero but a real human that can understand my fans. So YOU tell me what is more harmful? to try, pretend and fail… or to be yourself? So when a nude of me some day gets leaked like Vanessa Hudgens and everyone was shocked, no one is going to have a heart attack haha ;) point being… don’t judge people just because they sin differently then you. -L.A.

This is exactly why i’m not going to pretend to be something i’m not… I’m not a hero, or a role model. The truth to this post is that NO ONE IS, we are all human no matter how many fans we might have and what kind of person we portray, whether it be a rockstar or a disney star. This is the reason i air my dirty laundry all over the internet; Justin Bieber is known for his innocence and is idolized by so many young people, of course none of them would ever expect a celebrity like him to smoke marijuana but the truth is, HE HAS and so has most people no matter how famous they are or not. The public becomes blinded with the personas that the media creates out of mere human beings, which is why i refuse to change who i am just because more people are paying attention to my life. If a photo of me drinking accidentally got released, no one would be shocked no one would be let down, they know me for who i am. I hate to break to you but most all of us are like that, we all sin in different ways, and if you ever get to know a “hero” on a personal level they WILL let you down because no one is perfect. I never want to let anyone down, you can know me for how much i fuck up and mess up inside and out so i’m real with you guys. Yeah, people really fucking hate me for it but thats fine because i never wanted to be someone that people look up to because the best way to be in the public eye to me is not to be a false hero but a real human that can understand my fans. So YOU tell me what is more harmful? to try, pretend and fail… or to be yourself? So when a nude of me some day gets leaked like Vanessa Hudgens and everyone was shocked, no one is going to have a heart attack haha ;) point being… don’t judge people just because they sin differently then you. -L.A.

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